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♥ Wednesday, May 31 ♥
been having weird dreams lately,but its just a dream.. slept late last night,feeling a lil drowsie. gotta long break later,wonder what i'll do. IFA is just 2 days away,haven started studying. cow's meat.. sighs. a silent prayer for me today. hope you'll stay right by my side..  left her thoughts ♥ 8:04:00 AM
♥ Tuesday, May 30 ♥
should i stay or should i go?sighs,i guess i'll go.... left her thoughts ♥ 8:17:00 AM
♥ Monday, May 29 ♥
sometimes i wonder if your friend or your foe.i feel as though i'm your nemesis........ i've never met anyone who talked to me this way before.. not once,not twice....... not in this life.. i'm disappointed.... left her thoughts ♥ 10:50:00 PM
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heh....so cool..today's the last lesson for photography.. say HI to french class!!! yay!!! but first,i must finish this common test and party for 2 weeks.. hope my class ends at 12.then i can have lunchy with baby.. i can't wait! went over to his house yest, his aunt came over too. was a lil scared,but it was fine. his cousins and him went to play basketball while i sat with his mum,aunt and his sis. sipped coffee and chit-chatted.. i like his family,so warm and friendly.. =) -squeezesqueezebaby- left her thoughts ♥ 10:51:00 AM
♥ Saturday, May 27 ♥
grace's birthday was a blast..daphy planned everything so well.. dinner at Da-paolos. the food was good,but the appetizer was kind of weird-tasting though. i guess we were not really used to french cuisine.. heh.. but while we were out,daphy and friends were back home preparing balloons,cake and glow-in-the dark stars in grace's room.. we had a photo-taking galore!! anyway, after the lil suprise party,and since grace turned 18.. we went MOS! YAY!!!...another virgin club for me.. heh..i sound like i've never clubbed in my entire life.. so pathetic..but no,its just that i've never been to many places before. yet-to-go....haha... and it made it an even more special virgin-break-through,Baby came too!! yay!! it was kinda crowded.but i was glad grace liked it.. no more clubbing for me after a long time,i suppose..heh HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MISS GRACE KHOO!!! and thanks sweetlove for coming... i love you.. left her thoughts ♥ 12:25:00 PM
♥ Friday, May 26 ♥
watched -X-men 3- today.nice movie.. but my day was way better. had fun with lil babe. our lil silly wiggle dance...haha.. and our small waltz dance.. =)  my lil babe, its just perfect around you. everything just falls into place the moment you hold me. and it feels heavenly. i don't have to die to know what heaven is like. i'm already in heaven.. just by being with you.. i love you my sweet one... left her thoughts ♥ 1:16:00 AM
♥ Thursday, May 25 ♥
heh heh..another 'can-wake-up-late' day.. but,e-learning kinda suck.. tons of stuff to do online.. :( tomorrow's grace's bdae. i wonder what u should get for her.. left her thoughts ♥ 9:23:00 AM
♥ Tuesday, May 23 ♥
yay!!..this week of sch's so relax.. so much that i can even have my afternoon nappies.. oh no...my love handles are takin over!!..... arhhhhhhhh.... hmm...but maybe because i'm in love?? -giggles- need some pushing to get some exercising done.. am getting fatter... and fatter...... and fatter......... soon i cant even see my toes!!!.. oh good gracious me! this can't be. butttt....... i still wanna slack.. heh heh heh.... lazy pig me.... left her thoughts ♥ 9:08:00 PM
♥ Monday, May 22 ♥
a day over at baby's..nice,kinda studied a lil,but gave up halfway cause it was too much.. and i was tired..... =) didn't go to sch today cause i didnt wanna wake up early..heh.. lazy me. but its only 1 1/2 hour of photography.. so..heck it man... hahaha........ i studied!! so it doesnt matter....... hee... babe,i love you so.. you boggy woggy.... left her thoughts ♥ 11:42:00 PM
♥ Sunday, May 21 ♥
i hate free porn pop ups..its freaking irritating and gross.. i was only searching for music codes for my blog.. and THERE.. "Free porn" pop up.. WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!! and now my lappy is infected with spyware. and its irritating the hell outta me... it hangs.blah blah blah.. sighs... whoever came out with this should go to hell and burn for eternity.. sucha sin.... URGG.....you must pay for almost causing my lappy to crash. piece of crap sick basturds.. bet you're one of those who's freakin fugly and is despearte for love.. but cant get any.so in order to satisfy his manhood...he has to resort to collecting videos and putting them on the web for other sick fugly man who can't get a girl to hop into bed with....... seriously......... i hate them..... i despise men who has anything associated with this kinda stuff.. i lose all respect for them... and i wish with all my heart that they'll be sent to hell.. left her thoughts ♥ 10:59:00 AM
♥ Saturday, May 20 ♥
the game was good.nice workout.. thank goodness no one was at the bat-mint-ton court. we had it all to ourselves.. yay!!! gonna rain soon..i wanna watch -over the hedge-.. babe's bathing now, should we rent vcd or watch a moo-vee?? a lil tired after the game. =) but i'm happy.. Happy 9th month baby!! thanks for the lil surprize. he hid the lil bear in the shuttlecork's box.. haha... my sweet babe.... i love you still.. left her thoughts ♥ 5:36:00 PM
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ok,bf didnt's sleep,i was wrong.anyway,bat-mint-ton for me today!! yeAy!! exercise at last.. i hope the courts has no one... -keeps fingers crossed-.. guys guys go away, come again another day. little cheryl wants to play!! bat-mint-ton that is.. so SHoooOoo!!.... so away... left her thoughts ♥ 12:24:00 PM
♥ Friday, May 19 ♥
bf slept without wishing me good night..without me doing my nightly rituals. how absurd!! and he shall not demand for the nightly ritual hence forth.. and thou shall not abide by the rules.... -the end- left her thoughts ♥ 11:53:00 PM
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common tests are around the corner.and the worst thing is that the hols are after the common tests.. NO STUDY BREAK!!!!! *&%^$^%$... gone gone gone...... =( projects are pilling up.workload is heavy. kinda struggling with my modules. somehow i know my stuff,but yet i'm unsure. great..with my gpa this low..i cant get into a local uni.. i'm doomed...... so dead.... left her thoughts ♥ 11:12:00 PM
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The -Da Vinci Code- was good..nice story,thrilling and exciting.. but it kinda made me think again bout Jesus.. heh.. anyways,i really can't wait till i can start ballet again!!!!... and i can't wait to perform again!!!.... just hope Sylvia Mucully takes me back.. and i pray hard that my knees don't fail me again... :( 2 yrs of not dancing.. driving me crazyyyyyy.. and i missed a few of her concerts..dangggg!! and i can continue reliving my dream about being a dancer.. well,not a great one..but...a small dancer.. :) lovelove baby booo!! left her thoughts ♥ 8:03:00 AM
♥ Thursday, May 18 ♥
whewww......i spent like 2 hours trying to get this skin done. and i finally succeeded. but i'm not sure if this is nicer then the previous one. please do tell me if you think it sucks.. cheryl,you're not gonna think back anymore.. please don't... just look at him.. the look in his eyes,tells you that he loves you.. the sweetest things he has done.. NO ONE will ever be like him.. so pleaseee teddy bear this in mind!!! -remember to thank him everyday... -remember to kiss and hugg him for all the sweet things he's done.. -REMEMBER.......DO NOT EVERRRRRR!!!!take him for granted.. or i'll KILL YOU!!!!.. and yes,i'll remember all these.. and share the happy times with him. a new day and a new start for everyone.. and i do hope he'll be happy.. well,its almost as good as the unlimited kisses he's gonna get.. provided he does sweet things every min,and he'll fufil his unlimited kisses.. heh..... have to work for what you want... -evil laughters- i know i do love him from the bottom of my heart. this time is for real... and i really really do.. -i hope you do too- left her thoughts ♥ 1:33:00 AM
♥ Tuesday, May 16 ♥
i just realised,i've been having this blog for sooo long..and browsed through my 1st few entries.. how childish i was back then.. i guess i kinda screwed my life back in sec 2.. but now it all seems fine.. a phrase in life that i'll never forget. the rebellion,the screwed up kid i was.. now that my future path is laid out right in front of me, i'd be a fool if i were to throw it away.. but i'm glad i lived on.. i must thank my best friends who had been there for me.. talked me out of everything.. girls...what would i do without you??. thanks girls... you'll always be my lovely ladies.. i just hope my life's alright now. a pretty good school,good course.. great friends,nice family.. perfect boyfriend and his always so supportive family.. i can never be happier... and i am NEVER gonna exchange anything for all these wonderful people... i love you all..=) and i love my sweetiecuppycakey... left her thoughts ♥ 11:38:00 PM
♥ Monday, May 15 ♥
morning lesson and half the class is here..what's goin on?? well,another pretty boring lesson and this lappyy is the reason for keeping awake.heh. coming to school for 2 hours.i just wished they could scrap lessons for monday.hehheh... i can't wait for lesson to end. left her thoughts ♥ 9:16:00 AM
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another sleepless night for me.all thanks to my little itchy fingers.. i deleted my i-tunes file in my C.drive and now all my songs are gone!! and i have to upload them all over again. and it's seems as thou its gonna take the whole night.. sighs.. but thank goodness my class tomorrow prolly last for 1 1/2 hours.. so i could catch some sleep in the afternoon. been 2 days since i last saw you. feels as though it has been 1 loonnngg week.. cant wait for tomorrow. i can finially see you again.. HOorRaYY!!!.. -jumps for joy-... 'bounce bounce..' left her thoughts ♥ 1:27:00 AM
♥ Sunday, May 14 ♥
just came back from liquid room.its like,virgin liquid room..heh. it's my first time. well,heard that the music was good.. buttt...nah,don't really like it there. we were squeezed like a can of smelly sardines.. the smoke almost killed my lungs.. so hey!,if you wanna committtttt seaside,oops,i mean suicide..heh just hop in to liquid room and breathe in all the ciggies smoke.. and i'll betcha by 5 mins,you'll be dead.. then again,its the same for all the clubs,and i think crowded clubs' the worst. anyway,i think i'm into reggae..hip hop's not to my liking anymore. so as you can tell,i was stoning with my orange juice most of the time.. i was happy until the sttopppiidd waiter took my half finished juice.. almost killed him but i didn't know who he was.. i wasnt gonna spend another 10 bucks on orange juice. and alcohol's gonna make me puke...yewwww...... viv drank like 2 jars?? and she was pinching my face... oh well.... don't think i wanna go back there anymore.. i guess no more clubbing for me for a lonngg time.. i'll wait till my bf gotta time to go MOS with me.. i really wanna go MOS..so much so tt everytime i wanna eat MOS BURGER.. i'd be saying..."i wanna eat M-O-S".beat that.. bf's at some chalet that i've never heard off.. gf's missing him... and she's gonna fall asleep soon... bf's playing Xbox,and gf's playing her lappyy.. oh well,what a day.. left her thoughts ♥ 3:39:00 AM
♥ Saturday, May 13 ♥
save me from the cramps monsterr... :(am so moodless.. just feel like lazing in bed and gazing at the stars on my celling.. rahhhhhhh!!!!! -strangles the cramps monster-.. but its too strong.. it cant be defeated!!.. RETREAT!!!!!!! -pulls out white flag- ok.i'm gone... left her thoughts ♥ 4:37:00 PM
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it has been almost 9 full months spent with you.it still feels as though its the 1st... still as excitting and loving. throughly enjoyed myself yest even though it rained and we met late. 'Pesoiden' made up for it and watching it with you made it all complete. i'm glad you had a great time. =) lovelove 
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♥ Thursday, May 11 ♥
Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too brokenDo I cry too much? Am I too outspoken Don't I make you laugh? Should I try it harder Why do you see right through me? I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break I crave, I love, I've waited long enough I try as hard as I can Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken Don't I make you laugh? Should I try it harder? Why do you see right through me? I laugh, I feel, I make believe it's real I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees, I hope, I stand, I take it like a man I try as hard as I can. Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken? Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken? Don't I make you laugh? Should I try it harder? Why do you see right through me? Why do you see, why do you see? Why do you see right through me? Why do you see, why do you see? Why do you see right through me? Why do you see, why do you see? Why do you see right through me? Why do you see, why do you see? Why do you see right through me? left her thoughts ♥ 11:06:00 PM
♥ Thursday, May 4 ♥
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